Heart:
“You can’t change the way he feels”.
Well, I sure wish that I could. Then at least he would finally open his eyes and love me back. He will finally see all that I do for him, how I would give my right arm to see him happy. How I put my own needs aside, just to make sure that he’s happy. I need him to really SEE me, to really KNOW that I’m there and that we would be so great together. So he can see how he is my entire world…
Logic:
Stop being so obsessed about him. He loves you but he isn’t in love with you. He said so himself. Get over it! Stop being so pathetic! You’re a grown ass woman, you have to be strong! Stop caring!
Heart:
But I love him so, he is so amazing.
Logic:
Get over him! Forget all about him! He doesn’t want you!
Heart:
I know, but I don’t care. I love him.
Logic:
Stop caring.
Heart:
I can’t…
The Story of A Beautiful Disaster 
This is a strong post…a lot of the times we know exactly what we should do but we can’t because our heart contradicts our logic. We consciously make these mistakes knowing full well all it is, is just a mistake but we can’t help it. I really enjoyed this post. It’s definitely something a lot of people could relate to. I would say though, don’t cross oceans for people that won’t jump puddles for you. The moment you stop looking for happiness in others you’ll find it within yourself! xx feel better 🙂
Hey!
Thank you for your kind words!! I’m still shocked that people are liking and following my blog, let alone comment!! Means a lot.
I totally agree with what you said and I am really trying to no longer “cross oceans” for certain people. I seem to have this uncontrollable urge to please him, it’s where my Electra Complex kicks in, lol. And I only have this with him. But I am definitely working on it because I can’t continue like this forever.
Thanks again 🙂