I feel strange. For the last 2 weekends I have intentionally kept myself out of the house and extremely busy. All in an attempt to keep my “weekend blues” away.

On the weekends it all comes bursting out. Everything that I have kept bottled up all week, it all comes out. I then basically spend the entire day feeling like shit and crying my eyeballs out. Fun hé?!

It has started again. I’m in bed right now, listening to Joe’s new album and I can feel it. I can feel that all too familiar wave rushing over me. That incredible wave of confusion and sadness, all wrapped into one.

I think I am just gonna turn around and try not to cry, because if I do,.. It will be hard to stop.

I hate feeling this way. I really do. Make it stop?