Pas de variété…..

Ever since I entered the office this morning I have been acting “normal”. It’s almost noon and I feel like something has died inside of me. Acting normal makes me utterly miserable. I feel like an empty shell.

I always told myself that I would never become a part of the herd, and yet 5 years later, here I am. Every morning the same thing. Up at 7.30am, out the door by 8:15am, at the office by 8:50, leave work at 5:30pm, home by 6:15pm. Eat, sleep and repeat. I feel nothing. Every day the same thing, over and over and over again. It’s so monotonous. Is this what I’m supposed to do the rest of my life?

I honestly don’t get how the rest of the herd hasn’t jumped off of a cliff yet.

This is so depressing. I’ve come to the conclusion that I was never meant to be “normal”.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s